well first and foremost we are juz mere days away as the year draws to close and so heres to all
thus with the dawn of a new era and what not, we all get a year older and presented with what we call a new start where we can right a few wrongs and we so called have our new year resolutions.. i guess 2 days away till new year present me with that opportunity to ponder and sit on it on what i wanna achieve so i guess heres the list.. my list at least..
a) Unknown to any of u, me and my girl have made a pact of some sort whereby we vowed to improve ourselves at least appearance wise and on my side i have to work my butt of for 6 months, yup the due date would be in JUNE coincidentally my Operational Ready Month (ORD oH!!) and well on my side of the bargain would be to achieve this amazing feat =

well so that is the plan.. and in return hmmmmm i dun realli know wad shes gonna bring to the table actually.. food on the table would be good.. heh.. nv mind..
b) aspirations aspirations.. as a human being we have our so called true calling and in it i guess i have found mine.. sorta.. well at the very least i am going to work myself towards that direction. i have decided that i wanna try up taking a Football Coaching Licence.. that would be to sign up with FAS and i guess we'll see how it progress from there..
and in order to prepare myself for that challenge i have made the necessary preparations.. ive seriously not been pumped up this much in my life but i guess the anticipation was just too much to take and i guess well this IS a personal space so im gonna share with all of u my secret formula.. ta-da..

haha.. well not realli.. Manager games have been one of my fav games on the PC console and its one of the items on my wishlist.. the thing is when u are in my shoes is that u got the priority things on ur wishlist but at the sametime ur cash suddenly disappear to areas where u didnt plan to spend it in the first case so in that manner the items on my wishlist have been staying on my wishlist for quite a while..
c) hmm as u all already know ive got my butt off the couch and enrol towards obtaining y Driver's Licence and it the not so distant future will take my next step in the process by sitting for my Final Theory Examination thus im gonna wan to get over that obstacle and proceed on to the next challenge of being in the car itself.. i guess for the next few days/weeks ill do my part and on the other hand will be counting on being in ur thoughts/prayers to wish me well on my next adventure on 23rd January 2009..

d) next on my list would be to achieve a dream that i have and put on hold.. this dreams require talent which needs to be polished and nurtured which require time and opportunity in the hopes of gaining experience and hopefully one day ill be able to make myself believe that i have attained what i seek but for now i guess the dream will appear bleak in the distance..
ciao..
posted by: mfirdie @ 10:03 PM
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so with yet another layout ive renamed the title as
the fall guy.. perhaps unknown to many of u my life so far has not been taken easy and up till today im still the ictim of stereotype and prejudice for my race and juz mainly how im perceived to be..
i juz feel blamed for everything in the world cos thats wad ppl will lead to believe since i am who i am.. convenience to blame someone who is not in favour of society could be the main reason and i see myself as
the fall guy in most situations im involved in and at times even those i was not involved in.. its a life
where one mistake can never be hidden through a thousand deeds..
posted by: mfirdie @ 7:39 PM
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SUBJECT : MFIRDIE
AGE : 21 ++
Height : 172cm - i think
Weight : 62 kg - kilo of garam
Purpose : Get back in Shape
Starting Date : 021208
Ending Date : 221208
Abilities
Push ups(max) = 20 - i think more but my sister kept on laughing when she counted
Sit ups(in 1 min) = pant pant pant 32.. w/o support/mat/slippery floor well u get the idea..
Pull ups(max) = yet to be tested
Running Distance b4 dying = yet to be tested
Schedule
Morning - Breakfast ( no snacks in between)
Afternoon - 1 snack + Lunch
Dinner - 1 snack + Dinner
*No eating after 9pm will gradually get earlier
Programme
Running - as and when i feel like it (haha) and if it doesnt rain
*thats very much i can do.. Hee..
Wish me luck and ill see u in 20 days..
posted by: mfirdie @ 1:38 AM
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okie now for the update.. on saturday went for the last of my yoga classes as the free 2 weeks subscription ends on sunday and im practically lazy to go for sunday classes.. im actualli supposed to attend classes on friday mind u but im too lazy.. i dunno if its me but stretching ur body to the limits juz never do it for me.. and i wanna complain.. i dunno how but the instructors on saturday somehow had the feeling that it was gonna be the last time that i was gonna be there and somehow pick on me while i do the stretching exercises.. i mean ever had the feeling that u could do the stretching but juz felt like taking it easy well the instructor juz pushed me further and asked me to hold on.. the other class was worse i guess and he twisted and turned my body to its limits literally left me shaking for his "
5 more seconds...." and forever citing
"one more deep breath..." thats it den the end of my yoga classes..

as the month wore on, i was dried up in cash so i offered to help out at my fren's cousin's wedding in exchange for some cash.. well literally the job was easy juz clearing the tables once the guests were done with their meals and practically standing around if they ever needed help in finding the food, drinks or anything else.. deserving a mention though was that this
friend of mine was onli introduced to me like ONCE in my life, well he's actually a friend of a friend and on that day in itself i was there with his other friends whom i dunno and well u know the scenario of working in a place where everybody knows everybody BUT you.. anyway i thought i did well and walked away with this :
tadaaaaa... now wasnt that nice.. so from there i lugged the
nasi minyak and met my girlfren.. planned to go to the new Downtown East but i felt it was quite a hassle given the time of the day(it was already evening and im known for my laziness) so settled for Changi Airport and yes u guessed it we had Popeye's for dinner.. yay..

well anyway i especially loved Popeye's for its BUN which they call a biscuit for its taste naturally but i know that quite a few people have been having issues with it complaining that its not nice and that the soft insides were kind of disgusting BUT screw you!!!!!! juz give me the BUNS and ill eat them.. i almost stole from a lady who left her ermmm BUN on the tray and cast it aside.. hee..
on monday morning like i said i had my BTT and well i guess it was tough...... waking up early and worrying if i would make it in time for the test... i was nervous........ waiting for the train and at the MRT station wondering if i stood at the right place where the shuttle bus will ferry us there.. i was quite anxious and worried...... standing and waiting outside the classroom at 0940(my test was at 1030) reading through the book and awaiting for them to call us in.. i got terminal No.19 and was the 5th one to enter the class.. there were quite a few foreigners AND foreign workers in my company and all their questions and behaviour were realli the onli thing that was distracting me while other than that i guessed i was well prepared and felt fine.. and after 15 mins of the test..
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but on the downside the results of the test realli took quite a while to be registered in the system and i was unable to book my FTT right there and then plus the fact that i didnt have money.. i was also told that the machine where we print out the results were out of order and thus those of them who wanted to apply for the PDL also had to come back on another day.. well being the
paranoid dude i wanted to enquire whether there was anything they can do so i sent them an enquiry.. hahahah.. the funny thing was their enquiries are listed under 3 categories.. COMPLIMENTS, SUGGESTIONS & COMPLAINTS.. well so i put it under the 3rd option... i juz received a call from them telling me that i could book my FTT now this morning.. but i hav no money anyway to book.. lalala..
well that was my updates for the weekend so onto today..
posted by: mfirdie @ 1:11 AM
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