Thursday, January 19, 2006

ill never noe wy ive come to become a lonly person.. trying to say that i live in a world without friends thats not true.. not true at all.. abundant of frens i have... companionship also had been accomplished.. family too many i assume.. but yet loneliness has always existed.. there has been times where im lonely.. and unfortunately its more than i ever could ask for.. time alone is always welcomed.,. but at times its obviously dejected to be in such a situation.. that sucks whenever ur lonely.. but what is there for me to..

how it is to put it that i dislike being alone.. yet i cant expect my companion to be with me all the time.. which is regrettably how i would like it.. i wan to be with my companion akll the time.. but hey who am i kidding rioght? noone is like me.. noone shares that samne interest as me.. and suely i cant expect her to do the same.. shes diff.. shes not me.. she dun do things that i wan to do.. she got her own wants and needs.. that i cant control and i dun control.. yet what is it that makes her happy.. izzit me? is she realli happy with me? can i still call her my companion at times like this.. i love u dear.. i need u to be with me.. which u cant do.. or u dun wan to?
ill never noe.. im afraid to noe.. and yet my heart continues to bleed.. my heart is bleeding dear..

posted by: mfirdie @ 11:15 PM

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