Thursday, January 19, 2006

its always a bummer to be me..

its always a bummer to be me.. wer nothing goes right for u in the day.. things become worse at night.. and it drags all the way into the next day.. before u noe it.. all your troubles are over due.. that was how it felt like this morning.. woke up ever so tired after the miserable camp outing on 18-19th.. and den had all the tests coming round the corner.. plus the important projects to make up for.. work the following days.. and missing my ever so beautiful gf..

for me that last one there was the last straw.. for me whenever i miss my dearest one im in no mood to complete any task at all.. no matter whether shes busy with work.. cant spend time.. i still miss her dearly.. and that puts me in a bummer position.. bummer position then = bummer mood.. and when im in this zone, nothing will ever get itself done.. i do love her dearly but yet i feel like a bummer again for constantly making her cry.. yet is there anyone to hear my desperate pleas.. i guess its all within my own control.. which i have a lack off..

this morning tired as i was and moody as i could ever be.. i missed school again.. damn its juz that sucky feeling to have and what a lousy way to start off the day.. my gf off to work which leaves me all lonely again.. i noe i noe.. i cant expect her to spend all her time with me.. possessiveness i guess.. set her free? hmm okie okie.. i will.. and i have done so.. then comes all the stuffs that needs to be done.. finding the work schedule for the week.. p[roject meetingsl.. business meetings.. dance practices and all the administration stuffs.. a whole lot to do..

its always a bummer to be me.. even with all the fun i try to have..

posted by: mfirdie @ 11:07 PM

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