Sunday, January 15, 2006

poison or medicine?

have i realli been a pain or have i ever helped in other ways?

am i poison in her life? causing much pain and suffering.. an instrument of destruction that only has the sole purpose of ruining.. my purpose to ruin her life.. what have i done? im not asked to be born a poison.. never once with the intention nor reason to ruin.. jux to make her happy.. yet received negatively.. what can i do to make u happy? ive never done enuff i noe.. it can never be enough.. its hard to swallow.. u wanna live your life.. and me.. i juz wanna make u a part of my life..

am i really here to make u happy.. how come dosen it show.. am i here to ease u provide u with comfort but wy issit that your tears still flow.. guilty as i am to make u cry.. i vaguely remember your smile.. yet it seems that your smile fades as the day goes by.. am i your poison.. i realli dun wish to hurt u this much.. would u believe im in a world of hurt too?

dun think of me.. lead your life.. if that is wad makes u happy..

posted by: mfirdie @ 1:46 AM

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