Wednesday, February 22, 2006

am i really fine as i seem.. from the outlooks of it i feel fine.. i may appear fine.. but deep deep down something is realli bothering me.. can anyone help me pls? can anyone lend me a hand? i feel so miserable for now.. ive been depressed lately too and i guess its juz a phase that one goes through after the fun is over and the curtains close.. wad realli happens after the show.. in my case i guess ive been having too much of fun for too long and forgot my appointment with Mr Sadness.. yup so for that im being kept for check-ups for an awfully long time..

somebody pls visit me while im here.. yet everyone seems so busy.. truly noone seems to care.. hey its cool for my normal days.. but for these few days i realli could need some of your help if that is okie.. i feel loved yet lonely.. i realli dunno wads happening to me.. i wanna be happy but im always stuck with this guilt.. i cant be happy.. i dunno wy.. wy am i restricted to be in this manner.. somebody help me?

posted by: mfirdie @ 7:02 AM

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