Wednesday, February 15, 2006

i love my gf u noe.. but yet it sounds so wrong.. maybe its the way i do it too.. im always in the wrong anyways.. its not that im speaking in a sarcastic tone but its true.. im the cause of all the troubles.. shes truly a pure angel and yet me.. who am i?? to be compared with such a beauty.. but yet she remains by my side.. im scared of losing her truthfully i sae.. every single day.. each and every moment i live in fear that she will walk away from me.. but wad can i do.. i aint helping much juz by being me..

im leading an unbalanced life.. my gf is my life and i guess thats wad making it unbalanced.. but dun get me wrong here.. im not the one complaining.. she is.. i guess i care for her too much for her liking.. i was concerned about her too much.. looking out for her too often.. i guess i nv realli gave her a chance to live her own life.. i guess thats wad is making her unhappy.. perhaps all this and maybe much more.. for that u have to ask her yourself.. bottomline for me is that im not doing such a fine job as a bf.. like ive said before.. its only fitting that im Firdaus.. the capital F stands for failure..

im sorry dear..
im a failure..

posted by: mfirdie @ 8:50 AM

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