Monday, February 06, 2006

wy am i living in a world of trouble? wer it never ends and peacefulness never seems to set in.. wy am i allowed to carry on this way.. always having lacking of and never too much.. how do i then describe the reason im here.. after all that ive gone thru.. reaching this peak is an achievement.. yet i stop for a rest.. all the while pondering about what lies in store over the mountain top.. more challenges, more trouble, more hardship awaits.. i then turn a round and ask myself.. is this life? yet no answer i get once more.. i trun back facing all the nightmares that awaits.. grinning from ear to ear, haunting my vision.. yet i noe there is no way back, no where else to go except through those troubles..

its true i will survive.. yet harmed enough that i wished that i had perished.. wy am i always saved only to lead on facing tougher challenges.. wy am i always spared to endure all this pain.. when will the day comes when everything will end.. when will this torture, suffering ends.. what good is life den when it has become worse than death itself.. wy am i still here?

posted by: mfirdie @ 3:52 AM

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