Sunday, March 05, 2006

the day became late..

recently i had tried to get back with the peeps that ive met through the years.. i tried to get in touch with them once more.. i juz felt the guilt in leaving them out while i did my stuffs and there were certainly times when i could not care less about them while i go about doing my stuffs in my new-found life.. then one day i realise that it was merely a transition.. i will eventually end up with nobody to lean onto.. noone to accompany as frens to anywer if i keep doing the things i do.. i will only have frens to lose them at the end of the period.. expiry date like u might say.. and then its from the start all over getting new ones.. and losing them yet again..

but yet ive found a new found truth.. they lead their lives.. they dun need me.. they are happier without me.. and i no longer has a place in their lives.. noone will accept me.. thats when reality sets in.. noone needs me.. what am i of use?

posted by: mfirdie @ 12:06 AM

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