wy izzit that life is full of troubles?
wy issit that we have to live with troubles.. sometimes i juz find it so unnecessary.. enough of the bullshit about teaching us lessons in life.. i believe that if u remember.. even after u learnt the lessons that needed to be taught, troubles still follows so what is its intention thereafter?? wad is the use of feeling down.. wy muz we even be down and out.. troubles are a nuisance to life and it should be considered a crime.. lets unite and punish those who bring trouble.. jail them up..
posted by: mfirdie @ 11:57 PM
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with regards and compliments to Jamyl and Faliq..
Everynight in my dreams
You will be there
To hold me so tight
Reflections on the river stream
Baby you know
This night is so right
Doubts can stop you in your own tracks
It can drain up your desire
Believing on the other hand
It can set up your world on fire
But yet you seem to hold it back
And make me feel like im a fool
Oh baby how much i really beg
For you to tell me the honest truth
Everynight in my dreams
You will be there
To hold me so tight
Reflections on the riverstream
Baby you know
This night is so right
You have changed me all this while
You're turning me into a better man
My days will light up just to see you smile
You know im being more than just a normal friend
Love is just but a four letter word
Its beauty is out of this whole wide world
Oh baby when will it be the day
The day that you'll be my dearest girl
Everynight in my dreams
You will be there
To hold me so tight
Reflections on the riverstream
Baby you know
This night is so right
posted by: mfirdie @ 8:34 AM
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its already been only a few months and im up to my number 30th entry for my blog and lets hope that it will continue to go strong.. on second thought... since i may be the onli one that has ever been and will ever be to this blog in times to come.. i hope that my blog will remain strong until the day comes wen a kind soul shine their light upon this darkness i call a blog..
recently been up and running with the dance mates.. YEABAH!! thats wad we call ourselves and with 2006 emerging it will not be long till its gonna be our 1st anniversary.. all the pioneers are back and running(dancing) and cohesively we are back.. preparing for our competition is always tough and lotsa fun and this time round nothing has changed.. been busy practising and buying the costumes.. hope we put on a better showing this time round..
Next to the issue of Singapore Idol 2.. my buddy is a damn talented guy.. Mr Faliq has been the "talented" one so to speak and with his newest dream.. to be the Singapore Idol.. well i guess i noe he has what it takes to become the next Singapore Idol behind my current idol Taufik batisah.. I believe he can do it.. and i tell u wen he does it.. im gonna change my skin to dedicate it to him.. good luck dude.. and follow your dreams..
posted by: mfirdie @ 4:24 AM
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im complaining about not being heard
of wad i dun want ppl to hear..
posted by: mfirdie @ 10:47 AM
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how do u crave attention if ur not given
how do you want something that u never had
and wy do u want things that u noe u will not have,..
whats so special about me i ask
what am i superior in anyway than others
perhaps my lacking attributes makes me special
im no confident dude
im not an intelligent one either
Cool and HOT are neither my properties
athletic are kept to a minimum
attitude is at its ultimate low
kind, honest, polite juz been thrown away..
whats left.. its all a hoax..
thats not who i am..
thats who i appear to be..
wy then am i like this??
wy am i, ME?
posted by: mfirdie @ 10:44 AM
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a life apart that we had
ive gained many that i cant share
yet i realise it was meant to be
acceptance has been far from accomplished
yet i try not to look and dwell
wy then do i continue drowning myself in the well
knowing that things have changed
for u, better for me, worse
u are better than me
i am worst off in many ways than one...
u taught me insecurity
blessed me with humility
im no persona..
im below par than an average guy..
im a nobody..
i allowed u to make me a nobody..
forever will be..
posted by: mfirdie @ 10:40 AM
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i dun believe the hype
Happy New Year to all my Chinese friends out there.. wish u luck in collecting all your ang baos and hope u all make a whopping out of the collections.. unlike all of u we Malays are facing a decline in proportions in more ways than one.. u see.. on Hari Raya we get lesser and lesser as we grow older and older.. unlike your traditional beliefs that u onli have to give ang baos if ur married.. ours entitle us to the spirit of giving if in any way we are able to.. meaning that once u start working and have that something extra it entitles u to give out those measly amounts of money.. and unlike all of u who receive on average 10 dollars for each ang bao.. we malays have the average figure at $2.. so juz imagine.. we all need to collect 5 of such juz to be on par with u when u juz visited one house..
in any case.. i juz experienced the "spirit" of CNY if u put it that way.. and in my opinion.. i ask myself.. Whats the big deal?? wheres the celebration? as an outsider who dun realli understand the concept of all of it, i feel CNY is overrated.. on TV and adverts its such a big hoo-haa.. but wen i see it for myself.. its a bit of a lukewarm feeling.. i dun see joy.. true joy.. i dun see the pure redness of CNY.. not all are donned in red.. and to me the disappointing thing of all.. all are out in their normal ordinary clothes.. well new as they may be.. whats the diff.. i can always go out on an alternate sunday wearing a tshirt i juz bought but will the public realise.. its disappointing for me at the very least..
Forgive me if im wrong.. but i guess u all are a bit on the downside in the expressive element.. maybe u dun express that joy in celebrations.. or maybe u celebrate it indoors.. the pure joyous occassion are made for yourselves and not the rest around u.. i guess thats in your own right den..
i noe i have no business comparing my celebrations and yours.. but hey if i could celebrate CNY with my family.. i betcha that i can do it better than anyone of u which has done so today.. i dun believe the hype guys.. Happy Chinese New Year aniwaes..
posted by: mfirdie @ 8:34 AM
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okie officially leaving my fate in the dumps.. decided to stop studying only to start reading through once more after this entry.. my fate has been more or less decided i guess.. whats done is done.. what ive managed to store inside my brain will remain and the rest well have to find a time or another to squeeze in thru the remaining time left..
okie so here we go.. one more time reading thru..
posted by: mfirdie @ 12:17 AM
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10 mins later and im back blogging again.. i dunno whether this will lead to anything at all.. but im here to explain that out of the 8 chapters needed to be studied for today's exam i only understand truly 5 of them.. while the other 3 really dun shed any light upon my mind.. is my mind being selective towards the different topics available.. im not really panicky in a sence that i still have about 3 hours to go.. and eliminating 3 out of the 8 topics needed may or may not be a wise move to take but it is my decision nonetheless.. maybe its worth a read thru on my way to the exam hall but for now im banking on the 5 chapters to carry me through..
Chapters 1,2,4,5,7 i am counting on u guys..
Chapters 3,6,8 u all can go to hell!!
posted by: mfirdie @ 10:38 PM
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hmm it has been a busy time for me for the past few days.. starting from thurs wen i came back from camp and then followed by the friday wen i missed school and went for work that very night.. it feels very tiring to be in such a position but i guess life has begin to take it easy on me recently..
well if anyone was reading and u actually believed what was written in the first paragraph.. i tell u that u all have been fooled.. life certainly lays its no mercy attitude upon me.. and it certainly has shown no signs of stopping but instead comes at me at full force.. busy busy busy.. for the weekend i went out with my dear dear on both days and heh.. missed out on studying CMA.. so officially declaring that my CMA paper runs the risk of flunking me..
den forward to monday having CMA test 2 and then yesterday had a free time with dear dear.. went out shopping and to eat with her newly gotten pay.. mine's tmr and surely the sum is much much lesser.. so cant afford to spend.. niwaes lets concentrate on today.. the beginning of my hectic schedule which presumable will onli end its torture on sunday.. the earliest.. foreseeing that everything goes to "plan".. okie starting 8 am this morning hectic schedule awaits.. went to sch installed the computer programmes did my pwp presentation.. studying for ECD now.. today exam 3 hours from now.. tmrw 8 am in school once again with IS presentation.. major importance commencing at 1pm.. all the way till 5 the torture lasts which i guess will drag till 8 plus with the other projects needed to be discussed and then forward all taht work to friday.. oh ya.. friday is another major day as yet with HRM presentation now that its due..
Saturday will most probably be spent on project meetings again and hopefully no spillover effect with the rest of the guys spending their hols at CNY... my dear trip back to malaysia has yet to be confirmed with the biggest possibility of her being away for that period of time.. leaving me alone in this dump i call a place to be.. with all my projects presumably half completed with more meetings yet to come.. and hopefully i will finally get my well deserved rest on SUnday.. okie with 8 minutes to spare i am officially back to studying.. thanks for listening u kind soul..
posted by: mfirdie @ 10:14 PM
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what can i do to make u see
to make u turn around and glance
hidden in the shadows i bleed
never once given the chance
basking in the light
engulfing the attention
ive never felt the feeling
being in the situation
always mentioned in words
yet never remembered
im left behind all in all
my heart shredded
im more concerned for others
yet myself be neglected
what have i done
is my life fated?
posted by: mfirdie @ 12:02 AM
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todae is a new day.. i declare that im gonna make myself feel better.. treat others better.. i feel like im such a letdown to everybody as of late.. nothing i do ever goes right.. noone has taken me seriously and practically noone cares about who i am.. so i declare that i dun care abt what u all think.. i dun care abt wad u all do.. and im gonna make u care abt me.. even if u dun wan to..
im such a letdown to myself.. ive been busy trying to make all of u happy that ive forgotten to look out for myself.. my own interests.. i can live on my own.. i have lived on my own and now that all of u entered my life i forgot all abt it.. i declare that today i will remember and i damn sure wont forget.. im gonna open all of your eyes and make u blind..
todae is a new day.. for me myself and i..
posted by: mfirdie @ 11:59 PM
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ill never noe wy ive come to become a lonly person.. trying to say that i live in a world without friends thats not true.. not true at all.. abundant of frens i have... companionship also had been accomplished.. family too many i assume.. but yet loneliness has always existed.. there has been times where im lonely.. and unfortunately its more than i ever could ask for.. time alone is always welcomed.,. but at times its obviously dejected to be in such a situation.. that sucks whenever ur lonely.. but what is there for me to..
how it is to put it that i dislike being alone.. yet i cant expect my companion to be with me all the time.. which is regrettably how i would like it.. i wan to be with my companion akll the time.. but hey who am i kidding rioght? noone is like me.. noone shares that samne interest as me.. and suely i cant expect her to do the same.. shes diff.. shes not me.. she dun do things that i wan to do.. she got her own wants and needs.. that i cant control and i dun control.. yet what is it that makes her happy.. izzit me? is she realli happy with me? can i still call her my companion at times like this.. i love u dear.. i need u to be with me.. which u cant do.. or u dun wan to?
ill never noe.. im afraid to noe.. and yet my heart continues to bleed.. my heart is bleeding dear..
posted by: mfirdie @ 11:15 PM
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its always a bummer to be me..
its always a bummer to be me.. wer nothing goes right for u in the day.. things become worse at night.. and it drags all the way into the next day.. before u noe it.. all your troubles are over due.. that was how it felt like this morning.. woke up ever so tired after the miserable camp outing on 18-19th.. and den had all the tests coming round the corner.. plus the important projects to make up for.. work the following days.. and missing my ever so beautiful gf..
for me that last one there was the last straw.. for me whenever i miss my dearest one im in no mood to complete any task at all.. no matter whether shes busy with work.. cant spend time.. i still miss her dearly.. and that puts me in a bummer position.. bummer position then = bummer mood.. and when im in this zone, nothing will ever get itself done.. i do love her dearly but yet i feel like a bummer again for constantly making her cry.. yet is there anyone to hear my desperate pleas.. i guess its all within my own control.. which i have a lack off..
this morning tired as i was and moody as i could ever be.. i missed school again.. damn its juz that sucky feeling to have and what a lousy way to start off the day.. my gf off to work which leaves me all lonely again.. i noe i noe.. i cant expect her to spend all her time with me.. possessiveness i guess.. set her free? hmm okie okie.. i will.. and i have done so.. then comes all the stuffs that needs to be done.. finding the work schedule for the week.. p[roject meetingsl.. business meetings.. dance practices and all the administration stuffs.. a whole lot to do..
its always a bummer to be me.. even with all the fun i try to have..
posted by: mfirdie @ 11:07 PM
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Facilitator's Camp
i am bushed..
after two very long days spent at my beloved CSS.. im finally home.. im bushed tired and aching all over.. the after effects of the camp.. im weaken with the energy drained out putting in effort to organise the camp with the rest of them.. it was fun tho.. it has been a while since the committee last organised the camp by ourselves.. usually i would juz be a helper.. not an organiser.. with the seniors seniors being in-charge.. personally i dun like the fact that im always held back in that sense.. they may not noe me very well but that dosen give reason not to delegate tasks to me.. i believe i can do a good job too if not better.. yet not given a chance to unless organised by my very own batch of Executive Committe..
The facilitator's camp can be called a roller coaster ride fully.. but realli its quite a hort outing with the rest of the juniors plus frens that i had not seen for quite a while.. i believe it was merely an opportunity to catch up with these souls.. from the start being 30 mins late towards the end of being 30 mins early much have been done.. and thoroughly mission accomplished..
continuing with teh official orientation next week.. will be meeting again with those guys and as a bonus, my dear dear is gonna be there too.. after being unable to make it for the last camp.. so it shud be a fun outing again.. hopefully better..
posted by: mfirdie @ 1:54 AM
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poison or medicine?
have i realli been a pain or have i ever helped in other ways?
am i poison in her life? causing much pain and suffering.. an instrument of destruction that only has the sole purpose of ruining.. my purpose to ruin her life.. what have i done? im not asked to be born a poison.. never once with the intention nor reason to ruin.. jux to make her happy.. yet received negatively.. what can i do to make u happy? ive never done enuff i noe.. it can never be enough.. its hard to swallow.. u wanna live your life.. and me.. i juz wanna make u a part of my life..
am i really here to make u happy.. how come dosen it show.. am i here to ease u provide u with comfort but wy issit that your tears still flow.. guilty as i am to make u cry.. i vaguely remember your smile.. yet it seems that your smile fades as the day goes by.. am i your poison.. i realli dun wish to hurt u this much.. would u believe im in a world of hurt too?
dun think of me.. lead your life.. if that is wad makes u happy..
posted by: mfirdie @ 1:46 AM
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insecurity..
i am happy whenever im around her.. but i cant escape nor can i ever rid of the feeling that has befallen me each time i take time to think.. i feel insecure.. i face e fear.. e fear of losing my loved one to someone else.. or literally lose her as it is.. lose her cos of my own inseciurities.. no matter each time i succeed in making her laugh.. making her happy.. i juz feel that i have not done and never will do enough for my loved one.. so what can i do to make myself feel sure.. to make myself put on a brave front as i face each day with the risk.. the risk of losing her..
i love her more than she loves me.. yet that could even lead to my own downfall.. maybe im putting on too much of a pressure on her.. making things difficult as it is.. expecting too much out of my only love.. what do i do then to make things right..
what is left for me to do.. do i run the risk with every step of the way.. do i ruin the relationship.. im the villain.. im the monster in the story.. let the hero come and save e day..
im sorry dear..
posted by: mfirdie @ 6:28 AM
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one yet not the same..
who is this girl
standing by my side
she looks familiar
in my heart i lied
i love her
i noe i do
shes changed
i realised that too
wheres the girl i used to pine for
where on earth had she gone
her company which one
i had grown fond
i continue to stay
wishing at the same time
that one day she returns
one day that clock will chime
i lost her once
how could i be so blind
now i have lost all rights
to claim shes mine
in her heart
im not sure whats left of me
whether its still the same
the place where i used to be
mistakes i made
can never be erased
its a different girl now
the one i face..
i slowly pine
for her return one day
the girl who makes me happy
with the words she say..
what can i do
yet continue to wish
a fisherman without a line
a bait without a fish..
posted by: mfirdie @ 6:28 PM
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rid of fertilisers..
what is becoming of our country? why are things becoming "dark" all of a sudden? its not in me to chide the problem but really its quite a frustrating turn of events.. what does a person need to do in order to feel safe in one's own country? why do their arrival tarnish the fun that we once had.. destroy the things that we live for and the worst that ever happened make trouble within our own people..
surely u have heard cases on girls being groped.. molested by these workers.. shameless creatures supposedly came to earn an honest living and then the trouble began.. at first their targets were the house maids.. they chat them up.. have sex with them end up pregnant and then sent to their country.. but what happened to these bastards of a guy? scot-free and back to their own heinous acts.. something realli needs to be done.. what now? our own local women being their targets..
on New Year's Eve in orchard road throngs of these bastards lay on our streets.. glaring into their eyes burns a fire of hatred within me.. ive heard the stories before.. teenage girls sexually assaulted by these "fertilisers".. racist i may sound but thats the fact.. most of the cases comes from them.. if it were one of our own Singaporeans it wouldnt sound as bad.. the danger lurks everywer.. its known.. budden these invaders had to come and cover the town areas with a shade of black.. who the hell do they think they are.. we certainly should ban them from our country.. they bring more harm than good.. true we need them for the lowly jobs but at this expense? CERTAINLY NOT!! pls la fertilisers.. do yourself a favour and go back to your own freaking country..
one of these days i tell u.. the Singaporean Men will snap.. and unleash an attack to these bastards.. give them an ass whopping that they will never forget thet they never want to leave their friggin country ever again.. freaking fertilisers..
Trivi Question : Why do Singapore need so many Bangladeshi Workers?
Answer : Because the buildings need fertilers to grow..
I dun tell a joke with sarcasm..
friggin fertilisers get lost from my country..
posted by: mfirdie @ 7:00 AM
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file note and a due test..
i din show up for work yesterday due to diarrhoea.. on top of that stuck in school in around 4 and only had the chance to contact the office at 1 in the afternoon.. manager picked up requested that i found a replacement to fill i my post and get an mc for the day.. "mc? " i asked.. "how am i? " i paused.. and said "okie.." i ended the conversation.. well the reason being.. i was really down with diarrhoea yesterday and walking around the place was scary.. all thru the project meeting my stomach turned in all directions and i had to hold it in..
the problem realli wasnt with my condition it was the MC part.. well u see the problem was.. on a saturday the clinics close at 1230 the latest and some till 2.. but the situation was being stuck in school till 4.. which by that time.. all the clinics would already faxed a guarantee to me that they were close.. well that was my argument.. my manager's opinion was that there were 24 hour clinics available to my disposal.. that was true.. but truly they can be an expensive lot.. from my knowledge and my sister's previous bill.. consultation fees for this clinic could cost between 25-50 dollars.. and plus medicine costs.. that could easily cough up into 50-60 dollars.. well i duno about u but i certainly would not spend that much just for an mc and an entry into the good books of my manager.. moreover that if i had went to work yesterday i would onli have earned about 20 dollars.. in my opinion that was not value for money.. and i would not recoup that amount anywer else.. so i chose to do without it.. that leaves me with a file-note waiting for me on the day that i resume work.. presumably tmr..
talking about tmr.. HRM is due tmr.. hey hey.. not one that is surprising.. studied i had.. forgotten i had too.. aniwaes i juz got passed the 1st chapter not long ago.. well an accomplishment no doubt the onli problem being having 5 more to go.. heh..im sleepy and lazee u noe.. well who arent wen they re studying for tests or exams.. me no difference.. im always banking on the confort that there are many hours left till the test tmr.. plus plus that tmr it will onli start at 5 in the evening with ample time in th morning and afternoon to resume the studying part.. dilly dally and delaying has become a custom i guess and lets see how it goes onwards.. as for now.. today's entry has ended..
posted by: mfirdie @ 12:22 AM
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reformatted machine..
clean as squeaky as it can ever get.. thats my comp.. i believe every problem has been settled in the best possible way.. my comp has been reformatted.. manually i might add.. yeah.. the maestro is here and evrything best solved.. ive clean up all the bugs in the comp and its now ready for a new beginning..
posted by: mfirdie @ 7:19 AM
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spyware detected..
tonight is a scary night.. i just detected spyware in my comp again.. barely weeks after i reformatted my comp the same problem occur once more.. practically someone out there dosen favour me very much.. and my freakin neighbour could very well be taking revenge for me hijacking into his connection.. whatever it is i am intent on staying put no matter what challenges awaits me..
well actualli i was on the verge of reformatting manually.. due to the spyware thingie.. but hey im back online.. im safe for now.. till we meet again if the situation permits..
posted by: mfirdie @ 8:10 AM
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a place i call mine..
for may a blog is just a blog.. somewer u can write on.. and some use it as aplace merely to attract the attention of others.. well it is true in certain manners.. we are afterall attention seeking beings that enjoy the bask of the spotlight once in a while.. dosen it feel nice wen frens speak of the entry in our blog.. feel proud of yourself that others are intersted in your lives and feel that sense of achievement in realising ppl visit your blog and read your entries..
on the other hand there will be also those who whine and complain wy ppl are so intersted in their lives.. wy all of them are so nosey.. they find it a nuisance whenever others asked abt the entries.. feel that they dun have the obligation to answer to them.. they treat their blogs the way that i do.. as a personal amount of space wer we can vent our frustrations and practically lets loose.. not caring abt what others think.. wad others will say.. juz write what we have in mind.. and at times let others have a piece of our mind..
truly two different sets of views abt the same site.. yet which reserves the right.. which remains true.. noone will actually give in to one another.. take pride that others notice their existence.. well others feel that ppl are taking over their lives..
my blog however..
is a place i call mine..
posted by: mfirdie @ 12:34 AM
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late night session..
i wonder what it is that keeps me awake.. whether it is the midnight breeze.. haha what a load of rubbish.. nah im awake cos im not asleep yet which means i dun feel like sleeping yet.. im on the phone with dear dear now.. so nice to listen to her sweet voice thos she took a long time in calling me.. dilly dally in bathing and then washing up.. well its okie she juz got home from work.. yup so late yet she juz came home.. what am i ever going to do with this girlfriend of mine..
im worried about her actually.. coming home so late at these times and then my inability to pick her up from work and stuffs.. i dun like the feeling.. i juz feel unsafe not able to make sure that my gf is safe.. she keeps reminding me that she will take care of herself but yet nothing has convinced me to let her be on her own.. izzit my lack of trust or was it my insecurity.. im not realli sure either ways.. i juz feel that noone else can do a better job of keeping her safe than myself.. is that called self belief or over protective.. maybe it comes from my attitude of not easily trusting ppl or perhaps trusting noone at all..
i guess i juz have to accept the fact of her job and the time constraints that goes along with it.. im not happy nor comfortable with the whole arrangement and her choice of job.. but whats done is done i guess and not much i can do.. i hope everything goes well and nothing bad happens.. i love u dear..
posted by: mfirdie @ 7:44 AM
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taufik idolised..
am i really and avid supporter of Mister Taufik batisah? Am i related to him in anyway? Do i noe him personally unlike the rest of you who onli sees him on tv? well i guess its time to answer all these questions rummaging trhu the minds of those who may be truly interested.. The qns arising thru the use of my blogskin featuring Mr SI himself and perhaps my "likeliness" towards him will lead to questions and doubts.. well hu better to post an answer than Mr Firdie himself aight..
well since the start i was a supporter.. avid i may not like to think so.. yes i spared him some votes in the show.. (votes that led him to win the title i might add).. i just fancy him for his uniqueness.. someone who stands out from the rest of the competition.. i wish i could be like him in many ways than one.. and i do share certain similarities with Mr Taufik.. for one.. our parents are separated.. second im a malay guy.. haha.. well not much of a similarity eh.. well lets juz say Mr Taufik sings better than me.. i am in no way able to compare with Mr SI.. hes the best there is.. making him who he has become..
hmm relations relations.. closely related..NO.. loosely related..YES.. but its quite a distant side.. u noe uncle father sister son.. those type of relations.. so i dun think i am closely related to him and in no way get my looks from him.. any likeliness juz comes naturally and of cos they will be those that say i dun look like him at all.. hey i dun ask to look like him aight.. thats juz comments and opinions from others that i get as i go along..
Truly i have never met Taufik before in my life.. Well most of us haven anyway.. thats normal i guess.. and for now Taufik is busy anyway.. So nope.. im not his fren.. no buddy buddy.. i am oso not known to be the type who goes around and socialise in a very large scale kind of manner.. i work closely with the frens i have and rarely make new ones.. so possibility about it?.. zilch..
den niwaes with all the buzz about SI 2 coming up.. before we start supporting our potential idols in the making.. wy not stop a while and appreciate what Mr Taufik has given us for the past year.. enjoy the songs he crooned and how he entertained us from the lil square box and how we watched him grow until finally attain the title of our First Singapore Idol..
I dream.. is a soothing song by the way.. makes me feel relaxed and stuck in a world of my own..
posted by: mfirdie @ 6:12 AM
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exam stressed..
hmm let us give thanks to my neighbour for this sacred connection bestowed upon us so that we could meet once more.. hmm so in this edition of my blog update.. im in a position wer it is 1 down 3 to go.. wad am i talking about? well my common tests of cos..
Business Law feel victim today and we continue on this journey with CMA tmrw..hmm frankly speaking i think Blaw is the onli paper that i may have a chance in passing.. as for the rest haha.. thats a big big question mark.. CMA tmrw.. i dun have a single idea about what it is about.. FMGT still has a chance and HRM is a matter of revision and memorising the stuffs..
lets get to the update as the days go by aight.. and a lil favour from u all? wish me luck in my upcoming papers and hope ill do well enough.. haha thanks.. cya next time my neighbour decides to connect to the net aight..
posted by: mfirdie @ 1:23 AM
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Good morning
good morning.. bright and early to post on the blog.. hmm it all depends on my neighbours connection aniwae.. mux thank them too for this opportunity to connect to their wireless connection.. all thanks to my lappie and its wireless connection..
din feel good thios morning.. my head feels heavy.. my nose and throat feels sore.. i think im down with flu or cold.. either one of them.. hmm this morning too was panicky.. my dear dear din wake up.. supposed to be meeting at 12 yet at 1130 still no msg from her or no calls.. that got me kinda worried.. but the normal daily oversleepig solved it..
niwaes tmrw's the beginning of tests all the way till mondae.. start of school too.. hmm hmm gonna be hectic i guiess.. but i shud be fine.. lets hope everything goes well for me.. wish me luck.. ciao..
posted by: mfirdie @ 7:45 PM
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Happy New Year..
what a year it has been in 2005.. full of ups and downs in our average daily life and mine posed as not much of a difference to all.. events and many frens made.. accomplishments achieved and several goals and targets in life obtained thru the eventful events thruout the year of 2005..
a shoutout to the many acquaintances that i have made since the start of the year.. starting first from my IS modules where new partnership have been signed, dealed and delivered.. iskandar,clarence,jerry and others have been a fruitful addition to my social circle.. plus grace and yingliang in my storytelling module along with others such as germaine,suat ying, marcus and the rest of the class.. what a time we have had.. and truly one of the many classes that i have thoroughly enjoyed myself..
to my frens and others which has not been given the chance to meet during the year lets hope 2006 poses as a year of opportunities and truly will be looking forward to meeting u all soon..
and then moving on to the stint i had in GV Plaza..
wad a bunch of vibrant colleagues had accompanied me thru my journey as a staff member.. never one dull moment arose from that time.. my itp experience would surely be less meaningful and less exciting without them around.. thru the days of selling tickets and then moving to selling popcorn and drinks and finally to the watching of movies.. oops.. clearing of cinemas i mean.. the many fun days i had in the company of Golden Village Cineplex..
finally the most eventful turnaround of the year..
to my dear dear.. Elaine Wan Meng Hui..
i truly treasure your presence in my life.. truly cherish the love u still have for me.. duly forgive me for my mistakes that ive made thru our journey in our lives. things have changed yet our love together still remain as it is and hopefully it would juz keep getting better as our life progresses on.. thank u for believing in me entrusting your love in the confines of my heart and i will do my best not to lt u down once more.. sorry for all the things i do that is less than desirable.. the quarrels that we have had.. despite all that i hope u remember one thing.. onli thing that is important is that I will love u with all my heart.. I love u dear dear..
and if theres nothing else.. To one and all.. Have A Happy New Year..
posted by: mfirdie @ 10:26 PM
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